healing feat. gnash
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I'm overdone and under pressure
Am I ever getting better?
And I'm sorry if I let you down
God, I wish that I was younger
Jealous of my little brother
Wish I knew then what I don't know now
The second that I open up I close
The door into my room and let it go
If it's only me and the me in the mirror
Do I hug do I love do I fear her?
Am I enough?
I don't know
I'm healing
And I'm doing my best, am I good at
All the things that I say, that I should have
Let me guess
I don't know
When the fire burns the feelings I don't show
The only thing that's left to lose is hope
I'm healing
I thought I left all this hurt and pain in the past
I try my best but I'm walking on broken glass
And I'm sorry if I let you down
But you know I didn't mean to
I knew this movie was coming I've seen the previews
I mix the sugar and medicine on my teaspoon
Emotional rollercoaster
Jump up and down in my bed
Regretting every breath, every word that I ever said
The second that I open up I close
The door into my room and let it go
If it's only me and the me in the mirror
Do I hug do I love do I fear her?
Am I enough?
I don't know
I'm healing
And I'm doing my best, am I good at
All the things that I say, that I should have
Let me guess Idon't know
When the fire burns the feelings I don't show
The only thing that's left to lose is hope
I'm healing
I'm healing
I'm healing
